the ballad of amanda and zach

my sad story of my first love. it begins in the middle of 7th grade...


part one: friends.

me and sam (the bitch who stole him) are good friends. we talk on im all the time, and we tell each other secrets. we both like this guy names zach. hes cute, smart, and funny. we both think hes flirting with us, so we decide to see if he likes either of us or will ask us out. well, i have a secret team on my side: 2 of my friends that keep grilling zach about me. now heres when things get bad...


part two: relationship and drama

zach says yes to ME! little ole me, whos never had a boyfriend and i was in 7th grade! we are going good until i realize...sam isnt talking to me anymore. why wont she talk to me? i try talking to her and she wont say anything back. i try sending messages through other people, she dosent answer. finally i get her bff to ask her about it. she says shes pissed at me cuz i got zach. after i hear that im like..."um, what? you SAID we could have a form of a competition! really? and now you wont talk to me?! jesus. i would still talk to you if you got him first!" after this, im still floating along until i hear that rumors about me are circulating and my secrets are around the school. hmm...lets think...whos the only one that knows them who dosent like me? then she gets most of my friends who are also her friends convinced that im a slut or something, and wont talk to me anymore. so i lose half of my friends, im tha laughing stock of the school, and did i meantion that i also started getting prank calls at that time? yeah. but i still have some friends, and a sweet boyfriend, so i decide i can deal.


part three: today (almost the end of 8th grade)

summer. ah, summer. i dont talk to zach all summer, even thought i gave him my number and told him to call me. he didnt give me his. i figure sam told him not to talk to me and stole him from me. i only gained a couple of the lost friends back, but also a lot of new, loyal ones. she still wont talk to me. but i do know i could steal him back if i tried, cuz when we talk he flirts with me.


so, yeah. my life sucks. but im better now...mostly...im still very sad about him. i cried in choir this morning about it. sigh